& Euphrates

And now, my Tigress strong and sweet,
Since you have me pinned beneath,
Pressing down on me with your feet,
Should I now my life bequeath?

But who’s the recipient of
The things left in my will?
Those things are useless without love;
You’re welcome to take your fill.

The softness of your striped fur
Tempts my heart mercilessly.
My neck’s goosefleshed by your low purr.
Now, what will you do with me?

You’ve hunted me for many days,
Your roars told me I’d be thine.
Will I suffer like other prey?
Do you long to hear me whine?

How will you look in hunger’s pith
As you dig in with your claws?
Be ferociously gentle with
Me, and playful with your paws.

Dizzying My Dreary Brains

You’ve no idea how my heart pounds;
Your presence my confidence confounds.
It’s taken me days to muster
The courage you nimbly fluster.
Seeing you makes the throbbing worse
Than it was when I did rehearse
The words I was going to say.
But now those words have slipped away.
I look into your eyes long and deep,
And my mind feels like it’s asleep.
Though silent, I know you can tell
What I want. You want it as well.
You take me by your hand inside,
Where I would gladly love to hide
With you far from this gaping world,
Since my vision has become swirled,
And the excitement in my veins
Is dizzying my dreary brains.

Mi Alma

I should look the other way,
So I won’t notice your charm.
But I like your temptation;
Surely there can be no harm.

I like what my furtive peeks
Show through Peekaboo fingers
Spread out over my eyes. Your
Belleza with me lingers.

Is it more evil to be
Tempted or to entertain
The thought? Surely we’ll all be
Tempted, but if we refrain

From the act, then what ill is
It to think longingly of
Such a beautiful, tender,
Sweet, and suave armful of love?

Atypical Lass

You are an atypical lass,
A glory that I can’t possess.
That is why I can’t fall in love,
Despite all that I may profess.

How is it that my love is stymied
Because you are flawed perfection?
I have always loved you. Without
You my life has no direction.

I can ne’er offer another
What rightfully belongs to you,
Since my heart and mind and soul have
Vowed to thy mem’ry to be true.

You were sweet and tender and pure;
I was cynical and jaded.
Never has such innocence been
So happily masqueraded

As it was with thy olive skin
And thy flowing raven tresses.
‘You made me happier than I’d
Ever been,’ my soul confesses.

If I found offense in one so
Virtuous, intelligent, and
Strong-willed who could motivate me
And deal with my temper, my hand

Can never tamed be. For if I
Could never happiness maintain
Whilst I was with you, I have no
Delusions of true love again.

I’m sorry for the hurt I caused
With my poisoned stings and black barbs.
I find it is fitting that in
Despair my conscience itself garbs.

Of thy criticisms I’m not
Worthy. Your scorn I can’t refuse.
I would fain let you scourge my soul,
If that meant that I wouldn’t lose

What I know that I can never
Have because you’ve long since parted,
And I have only myself to
Curse that I am broken hearted.

They say that the grass is greener
On the other side of the hill,
But I’ve found the landscape barren,
Since you’re not here to me fulfill.

Mirages remind me of you,
And even they will not accost
This sinful soul. I now value
You, now that I know what I’ve lost.

To a Coy Madame

You, the image of perfection,
That I wanted to adore,
Until I saw reality
Which causes me to abhor

The perfection that you appeared
To have mastered in each form.
But that was just an illusion,
Like the heart I thought was warm.

How I curse my misperception,
For truly did you deceive,
Giving me the wrong impression
By causing me to believe

That there could be a life form with
Higher planes and trains of thought.
Now I’ve sacrificed everything
For a trifling thing of naught.

Long before I bought this store to
Have plenty of time with you,
And subsequently burned it down
Just to show that we are through,

You should have told me that you were
Plastic and not acting coy.
All this time I thought you flirted,
And it filled my heart with joy.

How I wanted to get close to
You and learn your inner feelings.
But then you double crossed me with
Your base and dirty dealings.

How could you look at other men
With the smile you had for me?
How could you expect me not to
Feel a stab of jealousy?

I tried to woo you several times,
But you never turned your head.
I tried to kiss you fervently;
You kissed me like you were dead.

Yet before I light this match and
Searing flames come rushing in,
You need to know it’s not your fault
That you are a mannequin.

De Plenum

She lies waiting for me in rest,
Having been poisoned with venom.
Opening the lid, I free the
Claustrophobic air from plenum.
Her face utopic paradise,
Her skin is peachy and creamy.
If what we think about shows through,
Then her thoughts have e’er been dreamy.
She doesn’t feel violated
Any more than Sleeping Beauty
Or Snow White did in their repose,
For love’s first kiss is my duty.
I lean in to awaken her,
My lips approach a treasured bliss.
She will never be prepared for
The intensity of my kiss.
But this doesn’t rouse this beauty,
Who under a spell is sleeping.
As I look on her helpless form,
I can scarcely keep from weeping.
I caress her face and play with
Her angelic and golden strands.
Sadly, she will not arise at
The touch of my mortician hands.

Minervosa

I was smitten with you as a child,
Though I called you a mugrosa.
You shouldn’t have believed me when
I called you a vain mocosa,
For that’s the way boys show their love.
But you were e’er nerviosa.

As we and my love for you grew,
I stopped calling you mucosa.
Indeed I’d discovered you were
A young lady virtuosa.
But spite the waxing of my love,
Something’d made you nerviosa.

You ignored all my advances.
You remained respetuosa.
I was never sure if you were
E’en remotely amorosa.
In hindsight I see ’twas because
You were always nerviosa.

You were ne’er happy with your looks,
Though you were maravillosa.
You thought that you were overweight;
I thought you were gloriosa.
You believed not a word I said;
You were e’er too nerviosa.

I never saw you eat enough
To feed a flowering rosa.
You were deceived, ’tis obvious,
For you were voluptuosa.
But still you were not satisfied
With your self, my nerviosa.

I praised your beauty, for you were
In every way asombrosa.
In all the creations seen, you
Were by far the most hermosa.
You never heard my praises, since
You were always nerviosa.

I gave you all the love I had;
Nothing could make you gozosa.
Your soul was withering away,
And Fate became exitosa.
I could see the end this would cause,
But you were too nerviosa.

I stayed by your bedside each day;
You were still my mariposa.
You never smiled; my company
Was a pitiful limosna.
You ignored my confessions, for
You were always nerviosa.

Your stomach grew together, and
Hunger made you dolorosa.
But still you wouldn’t eat, and to
Watch you languish was penosa.
I held the hand that you thought fat
Because you were nerviosa.

I prayed that something could save you,
Since to me you’re milagrosa.
But each day found you more listless,
And Death found you perezosa.
I wondered if you made Death fret,
Since you were e’er nerviosa.

“No sabes cuanto quise que
Fueses me cara esposa.”
I whisper to your rotting bones
‘Neath the flowering mimosa.
Why did you make yourself die of
Anorexia nervosa?

Eglantine

I saw a flow’ring eglantine,
Beautiful on the hill above
My house, and I thought about you,
Since flowers make us think of love.

Is this the rose that is as sweet,
Despite whatever name is used?
I called it love; I called it you,
Trying to make its scent confused.

But truly it still smelled the same,
This pink blossom with soft white eyes.
I find new love for Shakespeare now
I know he wasn’t telling lies.

This blossom I picked’s a symbol
Of Eros, which is sweet but dies.
I knew you’d like it, since it lured
All of the pretty butterflies.

This flower’s a token of my
Love for you, since it too will die.
Come, let us enjoy the sweetness
Ere separation makes us cry.

Juglandaceae

You were never ready for love,
But rather an asylum.
Your family just breeds nuts;
Insane is your phylum.

Crazy is your genus,
Your species is so sad.
What’s worst is you’re the only love
That I have ever had.

Just Like a Woman!

Is there some kind reality
Where your company can be mine,
Or is the world of Mab’s taunting
Some palace to which you’re confined?

Does your phantasmagorical
Coquettish always have to burn
The stubble of my barren heart
Which cannot help but pine to yearn?

Must your fingers’ cruel caresses,
Like feathers and ice on my skin,
Be so tangible in visions
And felt long after the dreams end?

Is the way you laugh in delight
Honestly necessary, lass?
I still hear its fancy echo;
I’m watching your coy figure pass.