flamma immortalis

flamma immortalis
by
Iyan Igma

You say it’s you, but it is not
It’s the romance that we let die
Like an eternal flame covered over
Whose fuel gives it cause to defy

The inevitable flickering failure
Since there’s no oxygen to burn
And all the heat and memories
Are vain though to shine it does yearn.

We’ve obscured our torchlight love
By the priorities that we placed
Over each other in our lives
That have gradually effaced

The shrine of our affection.
They were for our security
And happiness, at first we claimed
Not noticing the impurity

Of these delusional allegations
That anaesthetized so well the heart.
Now, we are as two off-course planets
Drifting ever so quickly apart

Since our nucleus of orbit,
Namely the sun of our adoration,
Was snuffed out instantly, its mass gone
Like our every sensuous sensation.

Being at opposite ends of the system
How weak is our mutual gravity!
Different stars enchant us;
It’s not you or me; it’s we.

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my last night with ekatarina

my last night with ekatarina
by
iyan igma

business brought me into her pleasure,
long shall i treasure the trip
for vivid visions fill my dreams and i
yet feel her teeth tug at my lip

for weeks we ravished each other
and rested in a labyrinth of lust
more sincere than what most call love
in a room of concrete and rust

i gave her far more than rubles
which were of no value at the time
feeding her luxuriously as a queen
and making her feel sublime

and she glowed to be with me
waiting anxiously for me to arrive
after each day’s meetings ended
we made each other feel alive

but sweet days and their shadows
must always come to an end
my last night with the vixen
more was lost than a good bed-friend

how well she knew i was leaving
and she devoured me at first
kissing at rampant beads of sweat
in hopes to quench a thirst

but straddling me a bit later
tender emotions gained complete control
and it seemed the entire volga
was channeled through her moscow soul

my climax was unimportant,
and i clamped her to my chest
stroking her hair with there-there’s
as she waterlogged my breast

her skin once warm and inviting
seemed as cold as a cadavre
for she was certain care like mine
would never be felt again after

wild tresses scattered long about us
she sobbed beneath the sheets
and blankets that numbed the chill
of a night the pipes couldn’t heat

finally calmed by sheer exhaustion
she rolled over onto her left side
and well i knew this invitation
so i cuddled snugly up beside

with either palm cupping a breast
in a firm, intimate, criss-cross hug
her right hand lit on my left elbow
and she slept like a bug in a rug

the morning would find me leaving
and she would be alone once more
dasvidanya means more than good-bye
when you lose the one you adore

many men had shared her passion
but she had never been so spoiled before
empty, alone, impoverished, hungry,
again she must be a mere russian whore

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Three Red Roses On Your Casket

Three Red Roses On Your Casket
by
Iyan Igma

Three red roses on your casket
The Father, the Spirit, and the Son
The only three who could love you,
And you well know I am not one.

Three red roses for your children
Who you abused in wicked ways
To ensure your legacy’d live on
Of a man to be cursed always.

Three red roses for unspoken words;
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Clingy

Clingy
by
Iyan Igma

You had my body all night long
To sate all your lust and desire
It gave you pleasure unspeakable
And warmed more passionately than fire

It gave you cause to utter sighs
Because you tasted sensual joys
And caught up as you were like this
The world became a dead dull noise

And now that you’ve had my body
Won’t you return it back to me?
Be a good sport about possession
Don’t act so female and clingy

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Perhaps and Maybe

Perhaps and Maybe
by
Iyan Igma

As the storms beat hard around him,
He typed furiously out his dream.
Another time he’d dreamt of death,
And found death was not as it seemed,
For waking up from the devastation
That the tornado had left in his dream
He was still alive and not crushed,
Death is never as it seems.

The final pivotal moments
As the walls and ceiling collapsed
Smothering him from consciousness
Were just a subconscious perhaps
To stir him from his restive state,
And when the caving dream collapsed.
He heard the midnight thunderstorm
That evoked a dream of perhaps.

He plugged his iPod in his brain;
Beck sang “Nicotine and Gravy”
Just as had happened in the state
Of surreal hints at the maybe.
“He saved his masterpiece,” he typed
“Beck sang ‘Nicotine and Gravy.’
And he dismissed the dream’s omens
As subconscious fears of maybe.”

“Then the tornado led by chance
Toppled his dwelling with its might,
The last words he recalled hearing
Were, ‘I don’t want to die tonight.’”
Then, the tornado led by chance
Toppled his dwelling with its might.
The last words he recalled hearing
Were, “I don’t want to die tonight.”

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Might I See Your Diadem?

Might I See Your Diadem?
by
Iyan Igma

Might I see your diadem?
It’s something some of us lack.
Having lost it just the once,
We can never get it back.

And we’re enticed by mem’ry
Somehow hoping to attain
Brief angelhood anew if
A diadem we obtain.

It’s a special sacred, ¿no?
That not everyone can wear.
I’ll take it gently, my love;
You won’t e’en know it’s not there.

Now it’s disintegrated,
Though delicate was my touch.
Don’t fret; I’ll mourn the lost gift
You ne’er knew mattered so much.

Are you no more an angel?
Then you have become like me.
Thinking about wasted wings
Won’t abate your misery.

See, just the mere memory
Of the intangibly lost
Will haunt your remaining days.
Eight letters spelled out across.

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Incacide

Incacide
by
Iyan Igma

Fie! Down to the mines, you Incas, you slaves!
Be good Christians and fetch us your gold
Your runners sped through the mountains as birds
So why should sloth I now behold?

Your kids need no clothing; work will keep them warm
Your pneumonia is only a ruse
With every last one of you demons dead
God and I will enjoy the Andes’ views

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